Chalo shukar hay.......I'm Back to the Past..

huhh....i think i'm quite happy with this new perspective
(prospective) of my life .... oh.... i forgot... this is not
at all the new one....im at last.... back to my past....
i have again started believing in what i used to believe
a year backk..... didnt remain lost for a long time :)


THERE IS NOTHING BETTER THAN FRIENDSHIP.....IT IS
THE ONLY GOOD (& PURE) RELATION THAT A BOY AND
A GIRL SHUD HAVE!!!


i was a big fool i guess that sumhow luv got over me...
kuch wakt k liyey hi sahih... per it did get over me... now
dont u say it was a crush... im not that much stupid or
weak at self-control. it was/IS pure luv.... but wateva it
was....its over now....OVER AND OUT....


I'm no more under ANY kinda spell....


Relaxed...
Calm...
Free of tensions...


To be very honest,i really hate to hate love....
but i swear im bound to do so.. i think i had had enuff
during the last one year....more than wat i really afforded
....its a total bull shit...no doubt the happier part is
really out of this world...sumthing that might be better
than HEAVENS...but....yeah...every gud thing always
continues with this one word BUTTT.....its really like
a beautiful dream that ends as soon as ur brain takes
over....and dreams....dreams r always beautiful...but
be practical dude....reality is not equal even to the
shadow of a beautiful dream....

its LIFE yaar....practically a life...u have to survive
this way or that way....u cant always go to a crying
sleep..then laff for a moment in dreams and then again
wake up...and cry for the whole day wishing to have a
glance of ur luv...to hear a voice u luv...to praise the
smile u luv...to feel the warmth of the hug u luv......


huh....shittt