Sad / Mad / Hurt :S:S:S
this is the worst state i have ever been in....im having lots of feelings and emotions.....all at once.....i havent got anyone to turn to rite now (except for God offcourse....jst talking abt human beings)..... i guess whenever i need sumone to talk to....nobody's there....and when someone is there....i dont have anything to talk abt....wat the hell man....
now....telling u....DA BLOG.....im sad....coz im sad....its coz of this weather, coz of ppl around me, coz of me myself, i dunno...:S:S wateva yar....just feel like crying....dunno the reason....and this really makes me feel worse when i wanna cry but i cant....i cant....becuz my eyes dont remain loyal to me at such times....i cant.... coz may be my warrior kinda self freezes all my tears sumwhere inside my body....but im sure.....wateva it is....its not gud....it doesnt feel gud to me ......and wat i can conclude is that im sad for sum obvious reasons too.....first might be that im missin SUMONE....keepin in view kabhi kabhi baat ker laina doesnt mean u wont miss sumbody.... sumtimes u live together still u miss sumone....its just a feeling depicting luv and/or insecurity......secondly i just felt like talking to SUMONE....but cudnt make it.....:(:(
and im mad.....man....studys ka burden is getting over my head....i cant get anything into my head....ppl around me r soo intelligent and hard working....im gettin into sum kinda of complex i guess....i hope this isnt true....im really scared of the way i have started feeling now-a-days.....God help me out.....plz....iss dafa mera medical clg main adm zaroor kerwa dain...plz...plz.....only u cud do this.....and plz make me study hard instead of just sitting with depression :S:S:S
......and yeah....im hurt.....ppl keep hurting each other.....even i keep hurting everyone around me.....but there's a bit difference in the HURTS or wateva noun we use for it.....a few ones r those that give u bad feelings for a short time and u forgive and forget.....but certain ones r so hard n tuff....that it takes a long long time to forget them....and u neva feel like forgivin them :S:S:S:S ......man...... i have always held my friends in high esteem.....i have always cared for them.....helped them.....loved them....and i dunno how and why this happened to me....one of my very very gud friends has deceived me....betrayed a friend like me???......i dun say that im a very this and that kinda friend....still i luv this thing abt me that im always sincere towards my friends.....and wat did she do to me......she was the one who used to say....how did i ever live without u areej and once areej, u r like somthing i live for!.... ........ and wats happenin now...hmmm.......i wish i had never had any feelings for her....
just lots and lots of sighsss......God help me out......plz.....
now....telling u....DA BLOG.....im sad....coz im sad....its coz of this weather, coz of ppl around me, coz of me myself, i dunno...:S:S wateva yar....just feel like crying....dunno the reason....and this really makes me feel worse when i wanna cry but i cant....i cant....becuz my eyes dont remain loyal to me at such times....i cant.... coz may be my warrior kinda self freezes all my tears sumwhere inside my body....but im sure.....wateva it is....its not gud....it doesnt feel gud to me ......and wat i can conclude is that im sad for sum obvious reasons too.....first might be that im missin SUMONE....keepin in view kabhi kabhi baat ker laina doesnt mean u wont miss sumbody.... sumtimes u live together still u miss sumone....its just a feeling depicting luv and/or insecurity......secondly i just felt like talking to SUMONE....but cudnt make it.....:(:(
and im mad.....man....studys ka burden is getting over my head....i cant get anything into my head....ppl around me r soo intelligent and hard working....im gettin into sum kinda of complex i guess....i hope this isnt true....im really scared of the way i have started feeling now-a-days.....God help me out.....plz....iss dafa mera medical clg main adm zaroor kerwa dain...plz...plz.....only u cud do this.....and plz make me study hard instead of just sitting with depression :S:S:S
......and yeah....im hurt.....ppl keep hurting each other.....even i keep hurting everyone around me.....but there's a bit difference in the HURTS or wateva noun we use for it.....a few ones r those that give u bad feelings for a short time and u forgive and forget.....but certain ones r so hard n tuff....that it takes a long long time to forget them....and u neva feel like forgivin them :S:S:S:S ......man...... i have always held my friends in high esteem.....i have always cared for them.....helped them.....loved them....and i dunno how and why this happened to me....one of my very very gud friends has deceived me....betrayed a friend like me???......i dun say that im a very this and that kinda friend....still i luv this thing abt me that im always sincere towards my friends.....and wat did she do to me......she was the one who used to say....how did i ever live without u areej and once areej, u r like somthing i live for!.... ........ and wats happenin now...hmmm.......i wish i had never had any feelings for her....
just lots and lots of sighsss......God help me out......plz.....
posted by Great Warrior at 9:16 PM
1 Comments:
aray yar app warrior ho, tu b a warrior. Dost tu ani janii chez hay. and haan, pray God. Hes the best and only answerer.
wishing u gud luck
an admirer
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