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okay....its been more than 4 hours since i blogged.....but im feelin quite bad....so cudnt do anything else since 9.30 except for netting....talked to yasir...felt so great...hes the one person u can always count on....trustworthy plus gud-advicer.....so he has calmed me down a lot....and im trynna act upon his advice : i need to be calm and cool-minded. anger wont lead me to anywhere gud. and i need to talk everything over before it gets too late
and he denied to accept the one advice i used to give myself (and tried to act upon that) that is....let the water flow and it will find its own way he says we have to pave the way for the water ourselves....otherwise tsunamis and floods always destroy us.....ok...thats quite convincing for me....thanx buddy....
so in quite a cool way....i admit that i MIGHT been wrong to U.....but i still cant figure it ot where i went wrong....for not letting u call me??? or for lettin sid call me even at nights??? and i still cant figure that out what did i hide or didnt bother to tell.....okay....first off....b cool.....and try NOT to use abusive language for my friends...thou thats all ur choice.....still....i WONT force u....just an advice which hopefully u wont accept :S:S....anyways...moving on.....
abt hiding things.....i wud certainly luv u to inquire me....if u cud ask for my passwords....u shud have first asked me all that u wanted to know abt me....i thot u trusted me the way i did...i never INQUIRE u abt who calls u or who doesnt....and abt NOT BOTHERING TO TELL....man....do u remember the time when u were like kidnapped....did u care to tell.....NO.....ENN OOO.....no.....i got to know abt the whole story right at the time when it happened but never wanted to hurt u by tellin k i DID know of all that....and never did i want u to tell that to me....even if u were not on the wrong way, u might avent felt right to tell me abt that....so ITS OKAY....that wasnt a big deal....
all that i mean to say is u always keep secrets or that u dont think sumthing is worth telling....that doesnt mean u r cheating at that person.....
okay....u know that and i know that....its not gonna work out between the two of us.....i mean jub tumhain iss baat per hi yekin nahi k i have got serious feelings abt u....aur tumahin meri kisi aur baat ka yakin hi nahi hay....tu wats the point.....
i just dont wwanna comtinue with this cold-war type era....wat i have always believed in is discussing out matters and solving them.....and not kepin grudges like jahil people....if u wanted to ask abt anything u shud have directly asked me....per no....wat u did was insulting me among all those who read ur blog....huuhhh.....anyways....
forgive and forget....
we better not depress each other.....
if u DO wanna discuss all this then u r most welcome...just gimme sumtime between 12-1 pm or anytime after midnight....
the only conclusion i have got to....is that u r tired of this relation...u just dont want to continue or that im not gud enuff for u....i know....i CANT satisfy u ever.... may b coz the both of us have got totally different perspectives of like....or may b coz one of us is ME....a prob for all!
and he denied to accept the one advice i used to give myself (and tried to act upon that) that is....let the water flow and it will find its own way he says we have to pave the way for the water ourselves....otherwise tsunamis and floods always destroy us.....ok...thats quite convincing for me....thanx buddy....
so in quite a cool way....i admit that i MIGHT been wrong to U.....but i still cant figure it ot where i went wrong....for not letting u call me??? or for lettin sid call me even at nights??? and i still cant figure that out what did i hide or didnt bother to tell.....okay....first off....b cool.....and try NOT to use abusive language for my friends...thou thats all ur choice.....still....i WONT force u....just an advice which hopefully u wont accept :S:S....anyways...moving on.....
abt hiding things.....i wud certainly luv u to inquire me....if u cud ask for my passwords....u shud have first asked me all that u wanted to know abt me....i thot u trusted me the way i did...i never INQUIRE u abt who calls u or who doesnt....and abt NOT BOTHERING TO TELL....man....do u remember the time when u were like kidnapped....did u care to tell.....NO.....ENN OOO.....no.....i got to know abt the whole story right at the time when it happened but never wanted to hurt u by tellin k i DID know of all that....and never did i want u to tell that to me....even if u were not on the wrong way, u might avent felt right to tell me abt that....so ITS OKAY....that wasnt a big deal....
all that i mean to say is u always keep secrets or that u dont think sumthing is worth telling....that doesnt mean u r cheating at that person.....
okay....u know that and i know that....its not gonna work out between the two of us.....i mean jub tumhain iss baat per hi yekin nahi k i have got serious feelings abt u....aur tumahin meri kisi aur baat ka yakin hi nahi hay....tu wats the point.....
i just dont wwanna comtinue with this cold-war type era....wat i have always believed in is discussing out matters and solving them.....and not kepin grudges like jahil people....if u wanted to ask abt anything u shud have directly asked me....per no....wat u did was insulting me among all those who read ur blog....huuhhh.....anyways....
forgive and forget....
we better not depress each other.....
if u DO wanna discuss all this then u r most welcome...just gimme sumtime between 12-1 pm or anytime after midnight....
the only conclusion i have got to....is that u r tired of this relation...u just dont want to continue or that im not gud enuff for u....i know....i CANT satisfy u ever.... may b coz the both of us have got totally different perspectives of like....or may b coz one of us is ME....a prob for all!
posted by Great Warrior at 2:22 AM
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