Belated Post :$

ok ok....sorry bloggy....i know....long long time and no c.....per i have been thinkin of posting this since thh nigt we two had that great great chat....man....cant forget it.....had the best night ever.....

and addin sugar to cake.....kept listenin to this song...CAN U FEEL....for the whole night....never liked it b4...never found it that much emotional, true and touchy....per it rox....luv it from now onwards....it has this warrior thing in it....and that the restless warrior luvs sumone :D:D:D:D.......haeyyyyy.....how trueeee....




Can U Feel........EJ


There's a calm surrender to the rush of day
When the heat of a rolling wind can be turned away
An enchanted moment, and it sees me through
It's enough for this restless warrior just to be with you



And can you feel the love tonight
It is where we are
It's enough for this wide-eyed wanderer
That we got this far
And can you feel the love tonight (tonigghhht)
How it's laid to rest
It's enough to make kings and vagabonds
Believe the very best



There's a time for everyone if they only learn
That the twisting kaleidoscope moves us all in turn

There's a rhyme and reason to the wild outdoors
When the heart of this star-crossed voyager beats in time with *Urs*




And can you feel the love tonight
It is where we are
It's enough for this wide-eyed wanderer
That we got this far
And can you feel the love tonight (tonigghhht)
How it's laid to rest
It's enough to make kings and vagabonds
Believe the very best

It's enough to make kings and vagabonds
Believe the very best

Nickel's Worth ?!?!?!?

hmmm.....bloggin after a very very long time.....still i dont feel like writing anything abt the past days or even today.....per i guess its better to write.....at least for those who DO care.....so here i go....


ok.....been in lhr for like a month i guess......came back to fsd twice and then went back.....now im most prolly back for a longer period.....at least I myself dont intend to go back to lhr for as long as three months.....the life over there is no doubt very nice....u socialize with a lot of ppl....hang around the malls.....attend musical nghts and bla bla......but a person like me....MUST get bored of all this shyt very soon....


my trip was gud in the sense that i enjoyed a lot over there.....its always pleasure staying at phopoos place....phopoo and chacha both luv me a lot......and they just get a chance to pamper sumone comsidering her like their own daughter.....it feels gud....but at the same time......i dont feel comfortable......its always worrying me k phopoo ub meri wajah say yeh ker rahi hun gi aur ub woh ker rahi hon gi.....kkhair.....i wud pay her back by pamperin her when she comes over to stay with us!


....and like everything....it has a bad part too....i miss my family and my friends and off course *U* a lotttt......no doubt chacha wud ask me to call home and talk to everyone....still....its hard to live wihtout these ppl who mean so much to me.....at least I cant.....


a few gud things happened during this trip.....and i think they r worth mentionin.... ok....first i watched the movie Pakeeza for the first time in my life and the amazin part i watched it on a projector....kinda home theatre at a phopoos friends place....the movie was just fantabulous....taught me the real essence and worth of luv.....sumthing that even titanic had not done......


then i had the first candle light dinner of my life....its was just great....out of this world....theres no light....just a single candle.....its so romantic off course.....and all thru the dinner i kept wonderin how wud it feel when u have such a wonderful dinner with the one u luv???? how pleasing that wud be......OMG......im so happy even by the thoughts :D:D......insha Allah.....sum day....


and also......i attended the third classical musical night over there.....phopoo had an invitation from the army club for the night....and im glad she took me over along with her.....though at the start she didnt tell me where we were actually going....and i misunderstood that she was takin mee teo sum jamati dinner....and i tried my level best to make sume lame excuses that cud save my life!.....per fortunately enuff she took me forcefuly.....and man.....as i was entring that majestic hall....i was wondering k yeh main kahan a gaey hun....and those pretty aunties and the glamorous gurls.....man.... cudnt take them off my head the whole night....and all the way thru the musical event i kept thinkin that i was lookin the most ugly :@:@ and a typical fsd paindu....thou i was wearing my fav black outfit with an orange and red shawl.....khair....who cares.....i dont need to impress ppl by the way i look.....God made me the way i am....


and how can i forget those yummy zingers.....hhehehe.....used to have a zinger daily as supper :D:D:D....and my trip to lhr chatkhara and off course tripsssss to nandos were amazingly gud too.......man....i just luv lhr for those amazin eat outs.....stilll....fsd tu fsd hay.....luv it much more than any other city.....its simply rox....


khair.....life is just STILL....aik dum mute hay.....dunno wat i am upto.....i wud luv to go to a medical institute.....per im not havin any gud hopes regarding the tests i have just given.....and then i have to improve my A lvl grades and im not prepared....not even a least bit....and abt the pracs....yaar idiots jo centre hota hay wahan leak out ker daitay hain aur jo nahi hota woh becharay fail ker daitay hain....now thats really very unfair....khair.....i cant do anything abt that....so better shut up and pray....


i just recieved my statement of entry today and the date too.....my roll no. is 1025..... man lagta hay poora fsd hi repeat kerta phir raha hay :P:P aur the pprs r starting from 16 may and wud go till 8 june....thats too long a period....per again....i cant do anything....


hmmm.....i dunno whether im donee with typin everything or not.....but its gettin too late....so i better leave and have sum sleep.....but b4 i go....i have got one more thing to say....i dunno y....but sumhow im missin sumone.....madly missin *U*.....yaar...i just dunno how to express my feelings....when ever we r chattin im just too over-whelmed abt the things i hafta share.....and due to this hussle bussle....i confuse everythng and forget all the major ones :S:S:S...per jo bhee hay.....im just too much involed with ya...and sumtimes im too scared of it.....im always having these hunches that sumthing {i}might{/i} not go well.....or sumthing wring wud certainly happen....not sure....per Allah khair karay.....


just to share....addy...a very gud friend of mine...who is settled in isb these days....luved this gurl....wont take her name....per shes another friend of mine....per they both never told me that they luved each other.... (not a point to b noted)....this is a very very long story....just to cut short....they had a fight....but coz of ego they didnt contact each other.....now the gurl's parents have fixed her rishta to sum family friends son.....i casually told addy k falani larki ka r ishtaho gya hay....and it came out k woh falani larki (my friend) was the one addy luved....and she luved him too....per now the water is over the heads....cant do anything abt it but regret...


{b}OK.....I am NOT gonna ruin my only life merely coz of my ego.....Insha Allah I wont...{/b}


best of luck to all.....to all the lovers....and to me and *U* as well....