....but it goes on!

hmmm....days passin by....me gettin older and older, worries and tensions seiging nearer and nearer....it seems as if the worlds radius around me was shrinkin and as if sum day the whole universe wud come bumpin into my small head....


khair....its just a short term feelin....hopefully it wud vanish soon....i have got a lot to do....my interview is due on 11 June....Insha Allah i'll do well....i have heard that the first interview is an easy one with a very frank and easy goin sort of interviewee but the seond one is the rea deal....well...lets see how well i perform....all i have to show is confidence and confidence.....hmmmm.....usi ka tu masla hay....khair....jub yahan tuk sub clear ho gya hay tu Insha Allah agay bhee sub theek rahey ga.....


so....if i get adm this year, then im going to karachi...yupppyyyyy......im happy and sad at the same time....but i think its too early to have any sort of emotions...who knows wats gonna happen! Allah behter karay ga (Amin) :D


pprs have almost passed....just one left...woh bhee Insha Allah ho jaey ga....the only thing that matters rite now is my adm.....grade A aye ya B, bus admission hona chahiyey! Insha Allah i'll make it this year.....if not aku, then at least pmc....Insha Allah.....sub ki duaain saath hain :D:D


yeah one imp thing....its for all those who MIGHT have posted in my tag board....i cannot reply to any post (IF there really are any :P) coz the tag board is not openin yet....so ppl dont mind plz....

(p.s. even if sumbody des mind, tu mera konsa bill ana hay :P)


everything else is going gud.....zain says luv cannot transform into simple friendship (he happily waits for me in uni but wont do that for her?!? )....moon says we wont b great friends for long coz this is life and everybody has to move away....then he says im like life to him :S:S sid says y did i share a few secrets with her when we were not tht close ?!?!? riba's mom says i had had an affair at peak :O momo says she wud never believe me havin a bf coz boys dun seem to b my cuppa tea and that i juz cant flirt around with boys.....nazi says i luk a lot like Pooh (ad that it shud b taken as a compliment)...and i find syed haider imam very attractive coz of the sisterly protocol he gives me. latif is havin sum prob which he wont like to share with anyone (OR may b at least not with me?!?).......


now this is all thats happein.....


now this is all thats too confusin anf not easily digestible for me!


wishin myself the best of luck.....here i sign off...

.....and it turns out

hmmm....had a break of three days from the tight ppr schedule so just thot of gettin online, peer interaction, bloggin and replyin to the mails....


as far as the pprs r concerned...man...pata nahi wat fate has got for me.....i orked very hard....at least more than the previous try.....per dunno im not gettin satisfied with my progress.....like in phy P4, i got confused, messed everything up, ppr was long, time got short, and it turned out that the ppr duration was 1h and not 1hr 15 min (that i was supposin) so the 20 marks ques that i had left to b done at the end.....hmm....end aya hi nahi :(:(


bio 1-4 went pretty well ALHAMDULLILAH...and phy 3....just normal or may b gud or may b bad....nothings predictable right now....:S:S anyways.....


i hope this time stars r in my favour coz i have got an interview call from AKU.....hehe....hamza got hellota marks per who cares...all that matters is the call and not the percentage (INSHA ALLAH :D:D)....so i hope if i get As or Bs, i wud insha Allah make it to aku this time.....per they say k interview is the real thing coz two interviews....each of variable duration.....upper say un k instructers and interviewee......hmmmmmmmmmm......Allah behter karay ga (Amin)


and the imp part....hehehe.....i got the highest marks among the beaconite repeaters :D:D:D hehe...issi per khush ho laitay hain......:D:D:D:D:D:D


....wat else.....the routine is tuff....esp the long way that u hafta travel before reachin the centre...and then u have to meet all ur juniors....haeyyyy.....the most embarrasin part :P:P khair...who cares....they might be repeatin next year too....who knows :P:P


this time my spirits r quite high.....not abt phy thou....per abt aku and bio.....and yes....i have got so many wihses and duas with me k Insha Allah iss dafa Allah Mian wud bestow His Blessin upon me....(Amin).....


man.....im too lucky....ppl r always with me....my family is sooo supportive and my friends too......eerybodys happy abt my call....and at the same time every body is counsellin as well as consolin me k jo ho ga achay k liyey ho ga.....esp latif, saira, amber, addy, muneeb farman, zain, and yassir bhai everybodys sendin me wishes and prayers....so THANX A LOT TO U ALL......i hope jis k saath itni duain hon woh zaroor kamiyaab ho ga Insha Allah....Amin...


and hey muneeb.....man....ahaha.....i feel so pity for u....tumhara bad luck kharab tha....school walun ki mistake tu thi hi and u know...they never admit it....last year meray sath tu is say bhee buri ki thee malik sb aur mrs sarfraz nay....u r at least attemptin the ppr....thou kisi aur syllabus ka hi sahi :P:P hope hamza teaches u everything....werna u know im always there......(per i know u wont like to b taught by me :P:P)




....and yeah.....certain strange things happened durin this period.....



1- my misinterpretation of the time limit....thats unbelievably amazin and stupid.

2- irfan and jamal didnt get cought while cheatin....whereas i was punished when i didnt even cheat!

3- zain was happy dat muneeb wont b there and we cud talk....per haha...nab was there....still he maaged his way (pretty clever)

4- i forgot to note the c in phy 4...

5- FM DJ- jawad taught me phy for a few min.

6- i lost my notes a day b4 ppr and i had to go to hashims house to get em photostated again...( how embarassin)

7- taught two genius guys graff makin....haha...my pleasure teachin them. and the best part....i did my own graff wrong....

8_ i got to sit with my favourite favourite personality for the first time in my life...man....thanx to GOd hamza and hashim were already sittin on one side of table...so i had to sit on the other side next to him....



khair....Allah behter karay ga....amin....lookin forward to a few gud things....nice as well interesting ones.....like my bros convocation, my own interview, meetin with zain, yassir bhais treat, my remainin pprs, the volunteer work and hopefully mashl-e-rah and lion star meetings too.....


well....i must do sum study now....so take care blog.....c ya laterz....

aur haan ....moon siir beat me n gp....phir dekhtay hain :P