Worse + Verse

wat the hell man....i have got three big big shocks in a single day, today....


i slept quite late last nite so was quite numb thru out the night....at around 11.30 the fon rang....i let it ring and ring so that sumone wud pick it up from the lounge....but nobody did....so after like ten bells i picked the fone...a lady spoke to me..."whos it?" i said areej.."were u sleepin?" the voice asked....and i said yeah...she said "wheres ur ami?" and i said wait a min and ran outside the bed room to find mom in the kitchen and told her there was sum lady at the fone.....later i discovered it was my khala...khair this wasnt the shock :P:P....i went to sleep again...and i dunno after how long...again a ring peeped into my slumber...this time it was my mobile....i opened an eye....looked for the caller's name/number and there was sum ufone no. i thot it might b for baba or bhai...but just to get rid of the bells, i pressed the button and said HI....after a pause of around 2 sec a voice replied Asalam-o-Alaikum....i cudnt judge whose sound it was....she started talkin and i guess sumwhere in my subconscious , i realized it was sid from USA....hmmmm.....i just cudnt utter a word...didnt know wat to say...phir as i was abt to say sumthing...she started askin abt pprs....and then again when i cud speak, her voice kept comin and comin...man....dunno wat feelin i actually had at that time.....i was talkin to sumone i had actually cared for more than anybody else in this world....a friend for whom i cud do anything....any possible thing...(and i guess i have done a lot)...khair....instantly the exchange of voices stopped and after like 10 sec, the call was dropped.....God....pause and pause....i went back to sleep without any ide of wat had just happened......when i woke up at like 1.00 pm.....i thot of wat had happened sum time earlier...i chked the mob for the no. and thot of dialin backk but then this thot came that it wud b night hours in US so i shudnt disturb.....per i dunno whether it was sum kinda prank from sumone or wat.....coz that no. is not respondin even now when it must b evening there....pata nahi.....:S:S


the second shock...yaar...wat the fuck...really i have got no clue of wat im just going to write over in this section....its sumthing too irritatiing and freaking for me.....hmmm....the one whom i had idealised as my future husband his own mom is suggesting guys for me...now wat do u call it??? destiny?? bad luck?? stupidity?? or wat....why the hell ppl cant live their own lives and let others live their own ?!?!? being an optimist, i shud b happy and grateful to her that she cares for me that much and that shes worried for me....per fuck it yaar....i think i dun need that sorta care......


now the third one...i had been waiting the whole week to watch this episde of my fav drama...and i switch to the channel at abt 1.00 am i.e. almost an hour from now...per shit man...as the clock strucks 1.30 am (the exact time for the drama to start)....the cable blows off...or it says NO/ WEEK SIGNAL.....haeyyy.....aisay wakt per moon say khud bakhud char char galian nikulti hian....woh bhee addy style wali :P:P


khair....this is live...positive shocks and negative shocks....


read this verse in a book sum time ago....


At ebb tide I wrote
a line upon the sand
and gave it
all my heart and all my
soul.

At flood tide i returned
to see
What I had inscribed
And found my ignorance
Upon the shore

(Khalil Gibran)



isnt it true? yeah it is in my case at least....then they say ignorance is a blessin *eyes-rolling*...!!


another side of the story says luv is like a handful of sand....the tighter u try to hold it, the quicker it leaves ur hands!


khaair...wtever....hope for the best in future.....


haeyyyyyyyyyy.....its 2.25 am and the cable comes back (or watever u describe it as!) and the last scene of the drama is on-air!


wishin the best of luck to myself....over and out....

Nuttin seems Gud :S

hmmm....every time i start bloggin, i stop for a min or two to think abt sum gud startin words as if i was gonna start sum gp essay for an A grade....but then i end up with my usual hmmm or haahhaa or ok or sumthing like that....aj iss jhunjut say jaan chuti :P


i just read out sumwhere that men have got two heads thats y they think too much...haha...i wud say they do NOT use any of their heads properly...ones simply empty and/or rusty and the other one...haaaaa.....nothing worth writing!


hmmm....went to educare after like a week....i went there twice in between but just went there, talked to sir and got back.....kal aur aj poori classes attend ki hain...man.....woh french fries ki smell perhnay nahi daiti :P:P


im worried abt my interviews a lot....two interviews aaik hi din main...haeyyy....and the worst part, i had been thinkin k mera centre islamabad hay tu i wud get the last turn which wud come sumwhere around the end of june...per yahan tu bazi hi ulut gaey....i have got like the first turn i.e. my interviews have been held on the first possible date....shit man shit....khair ub tu sirf Allah say dua hay...Allah behter karay ga (Amin)


hmmm....today was quite a borin day....sooper S didnt attend the class today....really felt bad abt that....per my gud luck momo, nazi and mehwish came......the best nothersidra came ir today :P:P (HOLLA HOLLA MUNEEB AND ZAIN :P:P) so the class went like normal.....not so gud not that bad....latif ukp b nahi aya...now this time im NOT gonna give him my notes.....:@:@:@


another prob (btw did i talk abt any prob above ?!?!) aj kal im just stuck to home...cant go out....bhai has got back....when he wasnt here, the small car mehran (called as RANI by me :P) was totally under my disposal as baba wud take the other one (BUSHY :P:P)...i wud go out whenever and wherever i wanted to go....per now....hmmm...conditions reversed :S:S now i gotta wait for baba or bhai whoever has taken rani away....then when the one gets back, if its baba , he wud give me the keys and say jahan jana hay khudi chali j ao...perif its bhai....hhhaaaaAAAAaa.....he wud say chalo main lay jati hun.....man....no doubt i luv him the most and im sure he cares for me a lot....but this is not fair....im not his lil sis any more...i have grown up....he shud understand that i no more need to b lead the way he does....he shud have the courage to accept me as a grown up sis....not a bachi yaar.....he wud always say "abhi bachi hay areej" :@:@


a gud news....i have got offers from like two NGOs for volunteer work...then SOS has allowed me to spend every sunday with the kids and girls....then SKMH wud lemme do the work in summers.....that means bz vacations this year.....(IF Khuda-na-Khuwasta i do not get adm!)


hmmm...we all r quite happy with the progress of wifwac....Insha Allah kuch hi dinoon mian website b ready ho gi (Amin) ....sooper S has designed the title....hmmm...its a lil bit too hot and romantic :P:P per chalay ga....baki documentation is almost ready too....space bhee mil jaey gi Insha Allah....so its goin almost perfect.....i think now i have got a better vision of wat i have always wanted to do and this ngos gonna pave a new path in my life if i do not get adm in agha khan (God-Forbid)


endin with this sms i just got....(dunno how to compliment it.....funny/true/exaggeration ?!?!)


U must b a gud runner coz u r always runnin in my mind, U must b a gud thief coz u have stealthily stolen my heart & i must b a very bad shooter coz i miss u always!