it feels like Hell...
my mids r startin from this monday....and i know but my guilts and regrets....this is exactly unlike the warrior i used to be....im just so i dunno wat....i feel as if everybodys torturin me mentally.....and the physical part is worst too....i hate it when girls wud come and push at my arms or anywhere.....i hate it....yar i hate everything happenin to/with me.....
i got into a big big fight two days back......and i thought of sayin sorry when huma and aneeqa suggested k i shudnt say sorry otherwise everyone wud always expect a sorry from me......so acting on their advice i didnt say sorry but kept quite normal to both the girls.....the scene is better now....
baba has gone to europe.....he called me 15 min b4 leavin for the airport so that he cud spend the last few minutes with me.....but fuckin.....how cud these ppl tolerate sumbodys happiness.....the gurl i almost hate came and stood rite there where i was talkin to my dad....and kahan woh 15 min we wanted to talk, i had to drop the call after 4.43 min.....man.....i fuckin hate such ppl....i felt like crying....knwin that my dad wont b spendin this Eid with us i had this urge to talk to him peacefully but naaah....
i have been trying to think of sumthing.....if i gotta do bba, why shudnt i do it from sum reputable institute....so i have thot abt lums...unka 12 dec ko entrance test hay so i think i'll be givin that ppr .....but again 10th say final pprs hain and i dun think i'll b able to give this test.....i dunno wats gud for me and wats not.....
two seconds back aneeqa and huma came in to call me for sehri...man im so happy....they walked all the way from their hut to my hostel in such a cold atmosphere just to take me with them....thou aneeqa was online but they themselves came.....woww.....im so happy abt this....and the bad part ...i didnt go coz i was updating this blog.....huh
i got into a big big fight two days back......and i thought of sayin sorry when huma and aneeqa suggested k i shudnt say sorry otherwise everyone wud always expect a sorry from me......so acting on their advice i didnt say sorry but kept quite normal to both the girls.....the scene is better now....
baba has gone to europe.....he called me 15 min b4 leavin for the airport so that he cud spend the last few minutes with me.....but fuckin.....how cud these ppl tolerate sumbodys happiness.....the gurl i almost hate came and stood rite there where i was talkin to my dad....and kahan woh 15 min we wanted to talk, i had to drop the call after 4.43 min.....man.....i fuckin hate such ppl....i felt like crying....knwin that my dad wont b spendin this Eid with us i had this urge to talk to him peacefully but naaah....
i have been trying to think of sumthing.....if i gotta do bba, why shudnt i do it from sum reputable institute....so i have thot abt lums...unka 12 dec ko entrance test hay so i think i'll be givin that ppr .....but again 10th say final pprs hain and i dun think i'll b able to give this test.....i dunno wats gud for me and wats not.....
two seconds back aneeqa and huma came in to call me for sehri...man im so happy....they walked all the way from their hut to my hostel in such a cold atmosphere just to take me with them....thou aneeqa was online but they themselves came.....woww.....im so happy abt this....and the bad part ...i didnt go coz i was updating this blog.....huh
posted by Great Warrior at 3:23 AM
1 Comments:
If you're planning to do MBA then the institute for BBA doesnt matter that much!
Jib
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