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im crucified...

y does this always happen with me? i knw its wrong but i've got a lot of questions i wud b askin God when i die....

i dunno why the hell He made me like this....i wud have luved to spend my life like normal people....like normal girls...a nice life...but everything got fucked when i was merely a child of 7 years....y it had to b me....

whenever i tried luvin sumone, i took so long to understand and to make em understand and all i got was even more frustration and loneliness....i can feel myself shatterin from the inside...and i still cant cry....

i feel so rejected and dejected....may b i deserve that for all that i've been doin thru out my past....but then wat did my past offer to me ?!?!?

but i accept this....*WE* wud b Brother n Sister from now onwards....

shud it be made bold????? (YES! at last a tear has dripped out...i accept this as my VICTORY)