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ok....im in LSE....dreamt of AKU aur fall hua in LSE....yeh bhee Allah ki merzi....and thou im not that happy abt it....per apparently main bohat khush hun....yeah......im happy....may b im trynna deceive myself or i dunno wat....
yeh duniya bari bhainchod hay aur log uss say b ziyada bhainchod hain....ager app kisi ka khiyal kero tu masla aur ager khiyal na kero tu masla....once theres this class mate as ell as hostel mate who wasnt feelin well or dunno wat....she was crying so i thot i shud try to ease her....i went to her and asked her if everything was ok....and as i go there and ask.....she errupted at me....damn....i was like so shocked k itnay kuttay log b hotay hain duniya main....aik tu insaan pochay upper say buckwas b sunay.....huh....felt like killin her at the spot...per koi nahi.....Allah pochay ga ussay....
man....there was just this one person jis k bharosay i felt this place wud seem gud....huma....my senior....bba II......shes a real gem of a person....a doll like gurl whom everybody luvs.....and i luv her too....i hold her in this special high esteem....yar shes so gud.....then came into the pic....aneeqa.....she is humas class mate and room mae.....shes gud too.....and now the big prob arises....twwo days back i was like a bit tense and cudnt talk well to anybody.....both of them asked me like quite a few times k kiya hua hay and i told them k kuch nahi.....then i abruptly said k kal bata dun gi and they took a promise...
the story moves when at night, we three r sitiing in my room listening to sum gud music (songs of humas choice for the 1st time:P)....khair aneeqa was checkin a few assignments as she is TA.....tu huma felt sleepy and went to her hut....then after like 5 min aneeqa felt sleepy as well and she left....i walked with her to their hut....on thw way....aneeqa asked me k promise poora kero and i just gave her slight clues k i was worried abt this guy (my best pal) and then i changed....as we entered the hut, huma was pressing her clothes and she reminded me of my promise.....i just said these words "aneeqa ko bata diya hay" when i noticed this change in humas expressions.....she was like kamiini issay bata diya and i know.....she was hurt....i tried tellin her k ain ay intentionally aisa nahi kiya k aneeqa ko bataya aur un ko nahi bataya......but she was quite hurt....
man.....i cudnt sleep the whole night.....i kept thinkin k she is the one person in LSE i care abt.....aur ussi ko main nay hurt kiya hay....she is rite now sitting at my back....on a far away pc....per i dun have this courage to go and say sorry to her.....i kept lookin for friendship bands today per cudnt find one that wud suit her so i didnt bring any.....have just brought a chocolate per dunno kaisay dun :S:S
yar....Allah ki kasam its hellota pain for me.....i cant do anything....chahtay huay b kuch nahi ker sukti.....khuwar ho rahi hun buri tara.....sari raat bahir baithi rahi....still cudnt find words....damn yar....
dekhtay hain kiya ho sukta hay......im just having this best part of my chat with the best person....jibz....the hug wala part...haha.....luv it dude...
khair i think i shud leave now coz 5.30 bus jani hay and i hafta o on that one....moreover i wud luv to give huma a nice treat may b to compensate or just to satisfy my guilt....pata nahi.....im sooooooo confused......
yeh duniya bari bhainchod hay aur log uss say b ziyada bhainchod hain....ager app kisi ka khiyal kero tu masla aur ager khiyal na kero tu masla....once theres this class mate as ell as hostel mate who wasnt feelin well or dunno wat....she was crying so i thot i shud try to ease her....i went to her and asked her if everything was ok....and as i go there and ask.....she errupted at me....damn....i was like so shocked k itnay kuttay log b hotay hain duniya main....aik tu insaan pochay upper say buckwas b sunay.....huh....felt like killin her at the spot...per koi nahi.....Allah pochay ga ussay....
man....there was just this one person jis k bharosay i felt this place wud seem gud....huma....my senior....bba II......shes a real gem of a person....a doll like gurl whom everybody luvs.....and i luv her too....i hold her in this special high esteem....yar shes so gud.....then came into the pic....aneeqa.....she is humas class mate and room mae.....shes gud too.....and now the big prob arises....twwo days back i was like a bit tense and cudnt talk well to anybody.....both of them asked me like quite a few times k kiya hua hay and i told them k kuch nahi.....then i abruptly said k kal bata dun gi and they took a promise...
the story moves when at night, we three r sitiing in my room listening to sum gud music (songs of humas choice for the 1st time:P)....khair aneeqa was checkin a few assignments as she is TA.....tu huma felt sleepy and went to her hut....then after like 5 min aneeqa felt sleepy as well and she left....i walked with her to their hut....on thw way....aneeqa asked me k promise poora kero and i just gave her slight clues k i was worried abt this guy (my best pal) and then i changed....as we entered the hut, huma was pressing her clothes and she reminded me of my promise.....i just said these words "aneeqa ko bata diya hay" when i noticed this change in humas expressions.....she was like kamiini issay bata diya and i know.....she was hurt....i tried tellin her k ain ay intentionally aisa nahi kiya k aneeqa ko bataya aur un ko nahi bataya......but she was quite hurt....
man.....i cudnt sleep the whole night.....i kept thinkin k she is the one person in LSE i care abt.....aur ussi ko main nay hurt kiya hay....she is rite now sitting at my back....on a far away pc....per i dun have this courage to go and say sorry to her.....i kept lookin for friendship bands today per cudnt find one that wud suit her so i didnt bring any.....have just brought a chocolate per dunno kaisay dun :S:S
yar....Allah ki kasam its hellota pain for me.....i cant do anything....chahtay huay b kuch nahi ker sukti.....khuwar ho rahi hun buri tara.....sari raat bahir baithi rahi....still cudnt find words....damn yar....
dekhtay hain kiya ho sukta hay......im just having this best part of my chat with the best person....jibz....the hug wala part...haha.....luv it dude...
khair i think i shud leave now coz 5.30 bus jani hay and i hafta o on that one....moreover i wud luv to give huma a nice treat may b to compensate or just to satisfy my guilt....pata nahi.....im sooooooo confused......
posted by Great Warrior at 5:03 PM
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