Ub ager Tum millay tu......

im feelin quite numb these days.....i cudnt get to
sleep comfortably since last three nights....pehlay
the days used to pass by easily and only the night
was a tuffer thing to do with.....now both the day
and night r difficult to pass.....


hmm....im glad this year has started so nicely....
two very very dear and special people sent me very
special wishes for the upcoming year i.e. 2005...
and yeah..its passing by......


man......i hate these winters....i just hate 'em


no matter how much i try to convinve my mind that this
season ain't that bad, but it WAS bad and IS bad and
wud remain the most uncomfortable season for me!!!



the only thing im enjoying rite now is the whole
variety of gud and new mp3z that i just borrowed
from a friend.....listening to 'em. liking 'em
and muttering 'em...



......and abt the things im hating rite now......
hmmm.....theres a long long list.....im missing a
few people , hating a few people and having
pity for certain....



sumtimes NO tsunami hits ya, still u feel like
u r the most destitute person in this whole damn
world



yeah...i do feel like cursing this whole world
sumtimes but i cant.....after all....this is
the world where i have been living and i hafta
live life-long.


i feel like im getting hysteric these days....i
luv to lie down on my matress most part of the
day and ponder over a lot many things....i just
feel contented while abusing people or while
abusing my own self....


how cud i b so silly,
such a big fool, y it had to be me????


neva got any reply......



well...this is life....i hope it ends soon....




AFFIRMATION
[Savage Garden]



I believe the sun should never set upon an argument
I believe we place our happiness in other people's hands
I believe that junk food tastes so good becuz it's bad for u
I believe ur parents did the best job they knew how to do
I believe that beauty magazines promote low self-esteem
I believe I'm loved when I'm completely by myself alone


I believe in karma what u give is what u get returned
I believe u can't appreciate real luv till u've been burned
I believe the grass is no more greener on the other side
I believe u don't know wat u've got until u say goodbye


I believe u can't control or choose your sexuality
I believe that trust is more important than monogamy
I believe ur most attractive features are ur heart & soul
I believe that family is worth more than money or gold
I believe the struggle for financial freedom is unfair
I believe the only ones who disagree are millionaires


I believe in karma what u give is what u get returned
I believe u can't appreciate real luv till u've been burned
I believe the grass is no more greener on the other side
I believe u don't know what u've got until u say goodbye


I believe forgiveness is the key to ur unhappiness
I believe dat wedded bliss negates da need to b undresed
I believe that God does not endorse TV evangelists
I believe in love, surviving death into eternity


I believe in karma what u give is wat u get returned
I believe u can't appreciate real luv till u've been burned
I believe the grass is no more greener on the other side
I believe u don't know wat u've got until u say goodbye



how true.....isn't it??? it seems more like a list of
facts than a song....still....wateva it is....it really
is AFFIRMATION for me.....