Confusions / Misunderstandings OR ......
i dont get it man...dammnnn.....wats the prob with my life......y does everybody....and i mean it.....EVERYBODY......misinterpret me or wateva i say.....i dont understand that whether theres sum prob with ppl around me or the real prob lies within me....??? im really fuckin tired of all this shit...man.....this is wat i hate the most abt this luv thingy......i just hate it....hate this feeling.....
log mujhe ittna chota aur gira hua samajhtay hain that i wud get mad coz SUMBODY didnt invite me....huhhhh.....fukzzzz yar......im glad u know me this much.....i really am....!!!...at least i get to know abt my own self more thru such lame blames.....i just cant read the whole statement any where in my whole blog :S:S:S "WHY SHOULD I BE HAPPY ....I WASNT INVITED"...huhhh......who cares i was invited or not.....i wasnt even intending to attend the party even IF i was invited......and the big day was for MY friends who got shields and celebrated......and they (old friends) were happy coz they won and i wasnt happy coz there wasnt any point of me being happy for sumthing i wasnt linked to......anyways......why the hell am i givin these explanations.......
im damn tooooo sure, U wont believe in this.....and i just DONT care.....belive it or not.....trust me or not....thats ur problem and not mine..... keep rolling ur eyes as u wont get to do anything else when talking or thinking abt me......
i dont get this....y do U divert everything towards u.....im pointing towards the negative things......simply....wheneva i write anything i disliked....U take it as i was pointing towards U......and if ever i write anything abt wat i feel (the gud things which im MOSTLY writing for U.....U dont even notice :S:S:S)
and u Super S......wat did ya do to me???......how cud i ever forget u??? havent we been together for the past ten years .....if im not wrong.....have we not been sharing each and every moment for our lives????....how cud i turn so selfish and mean for u???......someone whom i care for as well.....have u forgotten the days when u used to wait for me siting on those cold stairs in the cold morning.....and the time when we used to have our breakfasts at the canteen with those gurma garam samosas and pepsis.....and the time when we used to have fights almost daily...during the dmc reigm.....when u were geting more towards paro and me towards dumber.....and remember those long fone calls....jis per hum aik dosray say gilla kiya kertay thay for ignoring each other........huhhhhhh.......man.....i wish everything cud b the same.....it IS....but i guess u dont feel so.....i didnt miss ur call intentionally....sum guests were there and i had to.......but ur poem is marvelous.....im in luv with ur poetic skills.....thanx yaar.....per plz.....i swear i havent got anything....any gilla or shikwa....in my mind or heart.....its still the same as it used to be..... and i know.......u wud still wait for me in cold mornings, on those icy stairs....if need be.........
i just luved this part of ur poem...and i think it wasnt amature.....these r ur true feelings....i believe that....but wat shud i do yar to tell u my true feelings...as i cant write poemms as u do :S:S:S:S:S
koi shikwa ho to muh say beyaan kero
koi gila ho tyo mujh say kaho
apnay dill ka haal mujh per eyaan kero
yoon na apnay dil ko runjoor kero
AISAY NA MUJHE TUM, UPNAY SAY DURR KERO
God....when im always too sure and secure abt those i luv....y do they not feel the same for me.....wat do i lack in???? y cant i get upon wat ppl expect from me???? y cant i give ppl happinesss......sumthing that i have always wished for.....?!?!?!?!?!
man....i think either i cant handle this luv thing....its really too hard for me.....or else SOMEONE doesnt wanna go on.......but wateva it is....it shud either end or.....
wat i can conclude is only and only that im not a gud match for U....or for anyone.....i need someone......with some qualities....or call that sum restrictions that i wud impose and he has to abide by them: (f we hafta live together)
he shud have this blind trust in me (just wat i wud have in him as well)
he shud be soft-spoken (as i hate this abusive language people out there use)
he shud be more open and talk to me abt my mistakes $ any grudges...DIRECTLY....
he shud be the one who pours out all those gillas & shikwas outta his heart
man.....this doesnt mean he hasnt got any rights....i wud luv him to present me my limitations and his rulz for me.....and i promise i wud follow anything and everything he wants me to.....unless and until my conditions r being fulfilled.....
Smilez for U.....
just dont take anything to ur head.....
its just abt someone ,who feels, U dont need it any more
log mujhe ittna chota aur gira hua samajhtay hain that i wud get mad coz SUMBODY didnt invite me....huhhhh.....fukzzzz yar......im glad u know me this much.....i really am....!!!...at least i get to know abt my own self more thru such lame blames.....i just cant read the whole statement any where in my whole blog :S:S:S "WHY SHOULD I BE HAPPY ....I WASNT INVITED"...huhhh......who cares i was invited or not.....i wasnt even intending to attend the party even IF i was invited......and the big day was for MY friends who got shields and celebrated......and they (old friends) were happy coz they won and i wasnt happy coz there wasnt any point of me being happy for sumthing i wasnt linked to......anyways......why the hell am i givin these explanations.......
im damn tooooo sure, U wont believe in this.....and i just DONT care.....belive it or not.....trust me or not....thats ur problem and not mine..... keep rolling ur eyes as u wont get to do anything else when talking or thinking abt me......
i dont get this....y do U divert everything towards u.....im pointing towards the negative things......simply....wheneva i write anything i disliked....U take it as i was pointing towards U......and if ever i write anything abt wat i feel (the gud things which im MOSTLY writing for U.....U dont even notice :S:S:S)
and u Super S......wat did ya do to me???......how cud i ever forget u??? havent we been together for the past ten years .....if im not wrong.....have we not been sharing each and every moment for our lives????....how cud i turn so selfish and mean for u???......someone whom i care for as well.....have u forgotten the days when u used to wait for me siting on those cold stairs in the cold morning.....and the time when we used to have our breakfasts at the canteen with those gurma garam samosas and pepsis.....and the time when we used to have fights almost daily...during the dmc reigm.....when u were geting more towards paro and me towards dumber.....and remember those long fone calls....jis per hum aik dosray say gilla kiya kertay thay for ignoring each other........huhhhhhh.......man.....i wish everything cud b the same.....it IS....but i guess u dont feel so.....i didnt miss ur call intentionally....sum guests were there and i had to.......but ur poem is marvelous.....im in luv with ur poetic skills.....thanx yaar.....per plz.....i swear i havent got anything....any gilla or shikwa....in my mind or heart.....its still the same as it used to be..... and i know.......u wud still wait for me in cold mornings, on those icy stairs....if need be.........
i just luved this part of ur poem...and i think it wasnt amature.....these r ur true feelings....i believe that....but wat shud i do yar to tell u my true feelings...as i cant write poemms as u do :S:S:S:S:S
koi shikwa ho to muh say beyaan kero
koi gila ho tyo mujh say kaho
apnay dill ka haal mujh per eyaan kero
yoon na apnay dil ko runjoor kero
AISAY NA MUJHE TUM, UPNAY SAY DURR KERO
God....when im always too sure and secure abt those i luv....y do they not feel the same for me.....wat do i lack in???? y cant i get upon wat ppl expect from me???? y cant i give ppl happinesss......sumthing that i have always wished for.....?!?!?!?!?!
man....i think either i cant handle this luv thing....its really too hard for me.....or else SOMEONE doesnt wanna go on.......but wateva it is....it shud either end or.....
wat i can conclude is only and only that im not a gud match for U....or for anyone.....i need someone......with some qualities....or call that sum restrictions that i wud impose and he has to abide by them: (f we hafta live together)
he shud have this blind trust in me (just wat i wud have in him as well)
he shud be soft-spoken (as i hate this abusive language people out there use)
he shud be more open and talk to me abt my mistakes $ any grudges...DIRECTLY....
he shud be the one who pours out all those gillas & shikwas outta his heart
man.....this doesnt mean he hasnt got any rights....i wud luv him to present me my limitations and his rulz for me.....and i promise i wud follow anything and everything he wants me to.....unless and until my conditions r being fulfilled.....
Smilez for U.....
just dont take anything to ur head.....
its just abt someone ,who feels, U dont need it any more
posted by Great Warrior at 9:16 PM
1 Comments:
yar areej, i didnt wanted to hurt you. main nay hamesha ki tarah tumhain bataya hay, jo kuch bhee mujhe feel hua. and i can also not forget the memories u have mentioned. AND I CAN STILL WAIT FOR U AS LONG AS U SAY.
im sorry
urs luving friend
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